heavy half smoker

i find it ‘ironic’ that nowadays i only come here when i am half asleep.

dont hold back - potbellez

Engage me
Let me breathe the courage of your actions
Don’t hold back make it be for the good

The truth is
I am not your cure but I can help you
Find a way to reconcile the dark

Don’t hold back
Is there anybody out there feeling something?
Don’t hold back
Is there anybody out there feeling something?

Stay right there
Cause I want to watch you taking off your morning
And putting on that midnight smile for me

You’re chasing
The slow motion belief that you are dreaming
And running from the things that make you feel

Don’t hold back
Is there anybody out there feeling something?
Don’t hold back
Is there anybody out there feeling something?

copied from KOvideo.net

CJ7

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CJ7 the film

before i forget

a word that has one spelling but different meanings

gross

light

ok i forgot the rest. deepa may be able to add.

liquid sound design elephant trax

running along the beach

waiting for the sunrise

the waves as usual

the dogs will die the death of dogs

its light

the sun is here

oh

welcome to the west coast

you climb a  mountain

exhilaration

beyond the others, the rest

this part of your memory truly yours. eternal flame.

upload, network, statusize

this was my world ya hear

happiness reigned all over

running

rotating

the sun catches up

run along the shore

while the sun takes a bow and disappears

coffee? stop running?

stay alive

good bye and welcome to the west coast

ailo chronos

fiction is everything you want it to be

friction is what you can’t let go

reflection is you looking at you looking at you looking at you looking at you looking at you looking at you looking at you looking

refraction is perception. do you see or do you look

garbage is necessary for evolution. throw it out.

perseverance is the will to live another day, yet again

salvation is for yourself. by yourself. the others are just credit stealers.

you can’t beat them. you can’t beat time. you can’t beat what you don’t know.

this is how it turns.

turn swirl get jiggy with it

or anje eyes

the a wkward part is whe n you don’t know where to st a rt

you k n ow the rest

w i ll follow

the wor l d is not small

o ne’s life is v ery short

millenia of e xistence millenia of men millenia of women

where do  you  stand

what came first - orange

the color or the fruit

the fruit

thank god for the 1940s

In Western culture, the practice of assigning pink to an individual gender began in the 1920s[7]. From then until the 1940s, pink was considered appropriate for boys because it was the more masculine and decided color while blue was considered appropriate for girls because it was the more delicate and dainty color[8][9]. Since the 1940s, the societal norm apparently inverted so that pink became appropriate for girls and blue appropriate for boys, a practice that has continued into the 21st century[10].

task and requirement analysis

warning: random

in the search for an alternative lifestyle..

one begins the journey with construction, deconstruction, reconstruction.

looking for ground zero - found..

have to be - first free

- debtfree - almost there.

- committmentfree - have to quit job - pending
- dutyfree - ask sibling to take full cover

-  desirefree - time and material - time - can’t fight it, could control parts of it- have to not care. material ~ need list with alternatives.

- driven - ah. yes, no, point?

- readytoeatshitness -

- patience - wont have a choice will I

- strife -

- not be lazy - oh fuck. whats the point then?

start with the

lust - chastised. er.

gluttony - tempered

sloth - oh shit

greed - covered

wrath - slow to it

envy - donida

pride - uhoh

ok lists that need to be made:

- things are critical to life - 1

- things are critical to life - alternatives - 2

- alternative jobs - 3

- alternative means of getting by  - 4

- associated mental ruminations

update: list of whats wrong with current life - for record purposes only